Five bands you’ve never heard of that I miss the hell out of.

5.  Focused – Their song Bow, best song ever.

4.  Six Feet Deep – They did it more in sorrow, than in anger.

3.  Warlord – Who is on the Lord’s side?

2.  Strongarm – Best live show I have ever seen (except for #1)

1.  Unashamed – The very essence of spirit filled hardcore.

The bands that I love in their place…

5.  xDisciplex A.D.

4.  Stretch Armstrong

3.  The Warriors

2.  Seventh Star

1.  Zao – Because they never went away.

Ugh

So I’m having a shit weekend that will probably end up with me not being married to my wife in the long run.  But I just have to keep going with my life.  And now I’m sitting at home listening to an album that me and my friends made a really long time ago, while my wife (?) and kids dance around and have fun, and I’m realizing how much I missed out on life, by not being the person that God wanted me to be.

This is the essence of “Fuck Fiction,” it is about living a life that is real and true, and about not being a lie anymore.  We do a shit ton of funny stuff on this blog, and we have a lot of fun in the cast, but when it comes down to it, its all so we can be the people that we want to/should be.  I know this is probably a total downer post, but hey if I can’t put it here (where mo one but friends will read it) then where can I put it.

So yeah, that’s it.  I start my new job tomorrow and that is the best thing going right now (except my awesome kids!).